Today, I got my lizzy back, I finished one module on Loma (classes through work), filled out forms to change my deductions from my paycheck. I tried to fax them, but the fax machine was busy.. Ill have to figure something else out, or try again tomorrow.
    I had this very weird feeling today, and I did not like it at all. I've been kinda thinking about a guy I used to talk to awhile ago. I had real feelings for him, but he didnt have them for me. Anyways, today out of the blue, I had a daydream about him while I was at work, then I had an overwhelming urge to talk to him. I dont have his number anymore. and I dont remember his email. so, thankfully I had no way to talk to him. Its good because I dont want to talk to him again. he really broke my heart. I tried to talk to him, to be friends afterwards, but I couldnt do it. Its passed, and I dont feel that way anymore, but it was so unpleasant, I just wanted to cry. It makes me wonder why I would feel that way about him, now. Its nearly full moon, and I have been having this feeling that I'm going to run into my true love this spring, I've had readings done by other people saying the same thing. He was the last guy I had any feelings for, and my feelings for him where the strongest I have felt for anyone. Maybe my feelings are going back there so I can reflush? or maybe he is my true love? *shrugs* I have no idea how to get a hold of him, so if its meant to be, Ill see him again. If not, things will work out the way its supposed to. The whole experience made me feel irritable, because one I didnt understand it, and two I had this strong feeling to talk to him and I couldnt.  Two of my least favorite emotions confusion and trapped.
    I couldnt sleep last night. I woke up at 2am and laid back down at 4:30. I dont know if it was because I missed my little girl, or if it was all the stuff I need to get done, but I was yawning all day at work today. I wish I could sleep all night.